This thing is an addiction, like ciggarettes and bad boys.  They more I try to stop myself the more I want it.

Anyway, years before blogging became hip and tool for blogging was soo easily accessible I stumble onto this page nothingbutmeat.org. It’s owned by this Swedish gal who resides in London, I was in love with her, she wrote stuff like “ she’s so beautiful, maybe if I touch her, I’ll be beautiful too”.  Then she changed; she became happy, cheerful, and different. I felt as if I just lost a friend.

 

I don’t want to Cherzleen to change, I want her to be remembered as the outspoken daredevil, armed to beat the crap of everyone who pissed her off, remember her typo & grammatical errors, everything! Because she is Cherzleen. 

 

People do change, it’s reflected in everything they touch. I tried to make a comeback but I fail because I changed but I don’t want Cherzleen to change. 

 

Let me end this with something Yunus bin Izam  said “I have wrote all that needs to be written”.